Let my brain wonder for a bit...
Ain't nothing going on well for me, it's all personal. I'd rather overcommit, cos if I allow gaps in my concentration these gaps will widen considerably.
The problem of procrastination is that you thought you got your priorities right, and that some things are more important than others. Well, hard truth for me, everything is as important, thus I'll need to sacriface some sleep.
The problem of sacrifacing sleep is that attention span during class is greatly reduced. That's why I try to make it a point to sleep ON TIME (12mn). I think this sleeping time is too early. I should learn to concentrate beyond 8pm, rly.
The problem of me concentrating is that I can't, because my mind likes to wander about. I should start screwing my brain soon, twist it around, sharpen it with constant exercises and writing, and finally re-stretch it to increase it's capacity. (Not literally of course, just mentally).
The problem of me forgetting things is just the reflection of the underlying problem of me downplaying the importance of certain things. I start to place judgement on all things, ranking it from most impt to bullshit, and my mind will subconsciously drop bullshit outta my memory. I should disable this function.
The problem of me not being able to gaining enough stamina to do all the right things at one go is troublesome. Maybe I should forget about this thing called stamina for the mind.
The problem of me not willing to go the extra mile to deal with people shows just how lazy and incapable I am, so I should forget about my weaknesses, tighten my concentration muscles and numb it.
The problem of me shooting my mouth off is a by-product of influence by some people. I used to be super crappy in pri 6, but since mid S1 i realized that I am offending far too much people and I tone down. Now it's coming back.
I always assume that I can read people accurately. Even though this is untrue, everyone is doing it, and I have to do it. =.=
Lucky for me, I have friends who inspire me to my core, and lucky for me, I have a target to strive for. Time for my adaptation genes to play. =)
Ain't nothing going on well for me, it's all personal. I'd rather overcommit, cos if I allow gaps in my concentration these gaps will widen considerably.
The problem of procrastination is that you thought you got your priorities right, and that some things are more important than others. Well, hard truth for me, everything is as important, thus I'll need to sacriface some sleep.
The problem of sacrifacing sleep is that attention span during class is greatly reduced. That's why I try to make it a point to sleep ON TIME (12mn). I think this sleeping time is too early. I should learn to concentrate beyond 8pm, rly.
The problem of me concentrating is that I can't, because my mind likes to wander about. I should start screwing my brain soon, twist it around, sharpen it with constant exercises and writing, and finally re-stretch it to increase it's capacity. (Not literally of course, just mentally).
The problem of me forgetting things is just the reflection of the underlying problem of me downplaying the importance of certain things. I start to place judgement on all things, ranking it from most impt to bullshit, and my mind will subconsciously drop bullshit outta my memory. I should disable this function.
The problem of me not being able to gaining enough stamina to do all the right things at one go is troublesome. Maybe I should forget about this thing called stamina for the mind.
The problem of me not willing to go the extra mile to deal with people shows just how lazy and incapable I am, so I should forget about my weaknesses, tighten my concentration muscles and numb it.
The problem of me shooting my mouth off is a by-product of influence by some people. I used to be super crappy in pri 6, but since mid S1 i realized that I am offending far too much people and I tone down. Now it's coming back.
I always assume that I can read people accurately. Even though this is untrue, everyone is doing it, and I have to do it. =.=
Lucky for me, I have friends who inspire me to my core, and lucky for me, I have a target to strive for. Time for my adaptation genes to play. =)
